your life is your life don’t let it be clubbed into dank submission. be on the watch. there are ways out. there is a light somewhere. it may not be much light but it beats the darkness. be on the watch. the gods will offer you chances. know them. take them. you can’t beat death but you can beat death in life, sometimes. and the more often you learn to do it, the more light there will be. your life is your life. know it while you have it. you are marvelous the gods wait to delight in you.
“Human relationships are strange. I mean, you are with one person a while, eating and sleeping and living with them, loving them, talking to them, going places together, and then it stops.”
It’s almost as if nobody wants to admit that they might not be prepared to do the work it takes to love somebody. And it can be laborious. To be intimate with someone who is flawed (which is the standard) requires us to expose our own flaws. We don’t talk about the heavy responsibility of that. We don’t talk about how we’re too lazy or too cowardly sometimes. We instead accuse love of being elusive. It isn’t. It is omnipresent. It asks us to be better people. And sometimes we flat out refuse.
When you don’t wanna give up on someone but you know you have to.
Anonymous asked:
I stumbled across old pictures that lead me to your tumblr again. I look back on the time before I fucked up our friendship and smile. Life is wild. I miss you and think fondly of you often as I live and attempt to travel in my tiny home. Whatever and wherever you’re doing, I hope you’re okay. -Adam
Adam, my number is the same. Text me. We’ve both moved on let’s just forget about the dumb shit that happened.
Anonymous asked:
my sincerest condolences
Thanks ✌🏻
Payton and I aren’t together anymore. I forgot tumblr was an actual thing and then figured I could update those that follow me. I’ve always used this platform as an outlet for anxiety and depression. It’s also fitting that I make this post here because Tumblr is how we met. Aint life strange.
